Recently.. I’ve had a feeling that I’ve been an absolute eye sore for everyone… Perhaps… ever since I’m in relationship with Garfield. I feel that I’ve been an annoyance to all of our friends, especially the one who’s my housemate Mr.A, which used to be someone so close, someone so dear… I feel that I’ve changed to be someone who can make everyone laugh, to someone who make everyone frown, disgusted… annoyed…

Well, I’ve moved into Garfield’s apartment because I’ve nowhere to stay. I pay 1/3 of his room rent and be the maid of the house, because none of them care to clean! >.<

Anyway… back to the topic.. I feel like that gang of friends I used to be with had disappeared. Everything changed when I decided to be with Garfield. They probably all feel awkward now.. I’m a person with bad socializing skills. I dont know how to make friend and all the friends I got was from Mr.A and all the friendship ended when my friendship with Mr.A ended.

Perhaps… I should just move out… to make Mr.A’s life better… but, to where?

I finished my exam on Friday - 23/5/08.
I had to work on sat and sun..
today only I’m a bit free.. relaxed.. and spent some time with Baka… and my mum is calling me rushing me to go back. I think she’ve suspected something… She called me back so many times… hurm…

Baka asked me to go to his hometown to meet his friends.. but I’m pretty broke. Dont really wanna go this time. Maybe next sem during the mid-trimester break.. when I got slimmer / prettier.. whahahahaa~ xD

tomorrow finally going back KL~ home sweet home? dunno how to face my parents…

I need money… hutang berkelilingan pinggan..I owe MMU RM 3,912.60.. I think its bcuz of the RM4K that I lent to my mum last time? haihz…. When can i clear this debt and return to normal carefree life? I think it will take like 2 more year from now….

Then I owe Sharon RM600… she wants it tomorrow. Stupid… That day she asked how much balance I have, and never said she wanted the money. Now I’ve used it all then now only she asked for the money. Where am I gonna find? I was thinking if I can ask Ara to lend me. But I was hoping that next week my salary will come out… if I’m not wrong I should have RM580…. hope… I wish… God will help me..

I think I will start do freelancing… hope can get a freelance like website designer or website programmer…

Hope everything will be fine….

Also…. I think I pretty screw up all my exam papers so far… I’m scared…. I think I will fail 3 subjects this time.. cuz I really dont know how to do the exam. It has never happen before… Totally blank and no idea. Just now I just finished my Computer Networks exam paper. I think I did pretty badly like Audio Programming and Maths2… my coursework marks are pretty okie… I hope can pass T_____T Now I gonna go study for my Virtual Reality.. tomorrow.. last paper….. All the best for myself.

Hurm… I sold off my Yukata set as 2nd hand item to a girl. She wanted to buy a Yukata to surprise her boyfriend. So I thought might as well help her… I sold to her RM200 for the whole set, which I’ve only worn once, original price is RM250.

The yukata’s overall is very nice… quality and design is perfect.. but I dont really like it.. it’s “OK” for me la.. but the set that I wanted was sold out this was my second choice.. so… it wasnt what I really wanted and I’m usually not satisfied when I couldnt get what I wanted.. Perhaps next time I could lay my hands on better set?

Me and Min Min (she wearing Er Jie’s yukata) in Carnival of Japan 2008’s Mini Bon Odori Night

Me and Issam @ Mini Bon Odori Night 2008

P/S: I’m gonna start working as TABLELAND’s promoter for “SIX MONTHS“!! soon.. >_< going to the product training at SS/dunno wad number on 3rd May… T__T