Many bad things are taking their turns to show up to me… This semester is hardest for me to go through thus far. I am completely beaten down by DirectX Games Programming. Fallen. Beaten down. Helplessly.
Today I’m supposed to pass up 2 assignments, DirectX programming and Java Multimedia Programming.. but I didnt do any of them. I am having a break down. System overload. I couldnt walk on anymore. For the first time in my life I didnt do my assignments. TWO of them one shot. Tomorrow I have mid term paper… Day after tomorrow I have to submit my FYP Interim Report………. I am at my limit….
I am at the very verge of jumping off my apartment and just die and leave this hard human life…..
