Many bad things are taking their turns to show up to me… This semester is hardest for me to go through thus far. I am completely beaten down by DirectX Games Programming. Fallen. Beaten down. Helplessly.
Today I’m supposed to pass up 2 assignments, DirectX programming and Java Multimedia Programming.. but I didnt do any of them. I am having a break down. System overload. I couldnt walk on anymore. For the first time in my life I didnt do my assignments. TWO of them one shot. Tomorrow I have mid term paper… Day after tomorrow I have to submit my FYP Interim Report………. I am at my limit….
I am at the very verge of jumping off my apartment and just die and leave this hard human life…..





December 18th, 2008 at 10:19 am
I can’t say “take it easy” as it’s not something easy to do. Jumping-off-your-apartment-and-just-die way is not a solution. It’s just a way to run away from it. I think you can still submit your assignment late. Try to settle each of your assignments in a day. Maybe you can try to ask your friends to help you out. Just remember, if you manage to get it over, you’ll get what you deserve to get; Freedom.
December 22nd, 2008 at 11:41 am
It’s still too early for you to give up.. once this is all over, it’ll probably be the happiest moment of you life. Just a few more month now, don’t give up!
December 25th, 2008 at 6:48 pm
jump off and die??nah!!! dun wasted my effort thorught the yearssss spend on you~~ cannot jump off so easily~~~ study only mah~~~~ cck that time also cant die yet, this time no need die lerrr~~ sei poh~~ bila got time go out jek
January 16th, 2009 at 7:13 am
thanks everyone for the encouragements…