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hmm.. feel like posting something today…

Few days back I started to play League of Legends, a variation of DotA. It created by the original DotA creator, Guinsoo… I’m HOOKEd to this game cuz its much easier to play than DotA.. I guess more female will be playing this game cuz its CUTE too XD

I started with Annie - The Dark Child and have been using her in all my games so far… And the best thing for me is that they have recommended items for the choosen characters, so I just follow them and buy the items XD

Other than that… I’ve been trying every week to win The Star’s Power of 9 contest…. I’ve been submitting entries since Week 2 but till now, I didnt even get to win a GSC Cinema Tickets..

1 more month till my internshit ends… working for such soul-sucking energy-draining company is S.H.I.T. Does anybody even understand what I’m going thorugh?? Every employee here hates it here. Why are they even staying? Probably that they are offered good money.

For interns? Work like a fucking slave.

bla bla bla…

Why am i even writting this?

Since I started my training at Penang, I have almost a non-existent life.

Wake Up - Work - Work - Lunch - Work  - Work - Back - Eat - Sleep.

My weight is now 62KG.

This cant go on!

I dont want to eat dinner at all but his parents kept forcing me to eat..

I dont want to do many things but I am forced to…

There are so many relatives visiting… which is so freaking boring. Old people reminising their old times which I pratically have no idea about it at all! And all I had to do was sit there and listen & smiling like an idiot.. Im always the young one there, with my bf. His family is so “happening” all the time… Relatives SO MANY & SO CLOSE.

The past few months was all hectic and soul draining. Relatives from both of his parents’ side came and go. CHILDREN EVERYWHERE!!!!! CHILDREN!!! 1 month was his mother’s side family gathering for the WHOLE MONTH because the youngest sister from US came down.. the month after that, his father’s side gathering….. mainly because his oldest aunty’s husband (which is 80 years old) was sick….

Only these few days things has quieted down…

I miss my family SO MUCH…. I miss my KL life… I miss MALLS!!!!! I miss my Mum………. I planned to go back a few times but things always comes up and cancelled my plan. His mother was like making all sorts of plan preventing me to go back…………………. I’m tired of it……….

No doubt I’m happy living there…… but I miss MY LIFE also…. MY LIFE that I. CONTROL over it. My LIFE that I CAN. do whatever I want. MY LIFE. that I used to have….

I MISS MY FRIENDS…..

I MISS MY UNI LIFE.

The days where I had to cram for exams and dragged to classes doesnt seem that bad now….

I dont want to live together with his parents… but he doesnt want to move out. I dont want a life that is controlled by his Mother, who pokes into OUR LIFE. Always telling me what to do. I KNOW WHAT TO DO!

Family…………………………………………………….

What will it be if I move my life back to KL?

Will it be better or worse?

Will I be able to cope it?

I feel that I should be with my family now before I dont have the chance to do so……………………………

Testing my Flock Browser for remote blogging! xD