1 week has passed since I started my training at Penang. On the 5th day (Friday) of work, I fell sick. Fever + Sore throat + Body Ache + bla bla bla…. cough… I’m burned out. Occasionally, I’ll have diarrhea cuz Penang’s food is always not that clean……

Life is really tough here… having no driving license just make everything worst. Its so hard to get around in Penang with the limited public transports. I’m so used to LRT, ERL and Monorail that I didnt realize the importance of having a driving license. Getting to my training place is a bitch’s life. I had to spend 2 hours doing nothing…… Ara’s parents have a car (Kenari) for me to drive, auto sumore…. but I couldnt drive it….

At this point, I’ve begin to wonder……. was my decision a mistake? I felt that I’ve made a mistake….. In the beginning all I could thought of was I couldnt be separated from him. I wouldnt be able to bear it… and I do not like being at home cuz my big bro’s and his bitch were always there. I only found out recently that they have “sorta” moved out from my house….If only I knew earlier.. Besides, my younger bro has already taken over my room.. I felt that I didnt belong to there anymore. but…. nothing is better than my own home… I like it here.. but I miss my own parents…. Although they might not treat me as good as caring as Ara’s parents, but…… I guess they have their own way of loving me….

And, Penang motorists are CRAZY!!!! I really hate the motorists here. They drove like they are the kings of road! I really really hate them to the deepest hell… There are so many of them and drive so fast… ARrrgggGhhh!!!

My training place is so shitty that I was at the verge of dropping it. Its really hard there. Supervisor is an ass. Fuck Him. Hope you die bastard! I emailed my MMU Supervisor and they said they couldnt do anything about it…… hopeless MMU. EAT SHIT!!! Only know how to collect our money~!!!

haihz…. life………………………………………….. i fail terribly in this subject….